It’s that January feeling. As air sighs out icy purity and trees wear their winter-bare skeletal clothes, our souls begin to sense how weighed down we really are, how much we need to refine back to necessity.
The excess of Christmas is beyond us. A new year signals time to begin again and waken anew to promise and potential ahead of us. But we’re not always ready to shrug off blankets of lethargy or sloughs of despondency, nor certain of the choices before us.
Hibernation looks inviting. Many of us lack the physical or mental energy to move ahead or make needful changes to our schedule, never mind our lives. I find myself torn between the very real need to snuggle under the duvet and a desire to refine my life.
I need Holy inspiration, wisdom and courage to make lasting change possible. I need God’s strength and guidance to even begin to move forward a little. Change is possible if we pray, seek God’s support, take it slowly and celebrate small victories along the way. And just like trees, without the paring back we cannot grow or flourish as intended.
Over the next few months I hope to review the vision God has for my life, to discover afresh that releasing is the key to receiving His best. It helps to remember just Who has us in His loving, capable hands.
“Fear can keep you up all night but faith makes one fine pillow” ~ Philip Gulley
A desire to refine
I need to refine my life, clear out
the clutter, remove dead leaves, pare
back to bare bones and finally see
what is at the heart of me. I need
to define my days in the light
of eternity, live complete, wholly
and holy surrendered to my destiny
This is a season to rout out
dead wood, slim down to essentials
sift and sort these interior
and outer rooms, ready my soul
for a fresh infilling of Holy Ghost
I long to become a home, a haven
for others—first I need to let loose detritus
Because it’s only when we refine
down to necessity that we begin
to truly see who we are, where
we are now and how to become
all God fully intends us to be
I’m happy to be sharing my poetic thoughts with the lovely five-minute-friday writing crew today as we reflect on the prompt ‘refine’. You can find us gathering at our gracious host, Kate Motaung’s site here, and you’re warmly invited to join us.