I’ve been on a search. All my life. But I didn’t always know it. It began in childhood, as I reclined on grass, looking upwards, with drifting angels in my eyes. Even floaters took on a spiritual significance in my child heart that ached to be somewhere else.
We have been hardwired to seek after truth, to yearn for beauty beyond ourselves and to want more than this earth can provide. It’s a holy space, a vacuum nothing else can fill. Although we might ignore it, or try to stuff it to the gills with earthly pleasures and desires, it remains. An eternal longing that never quite goes away.
My eyes were finally opened to the heart of God beating within when I was in my late teens. My search for unconditional love, affirmation and acceptance was found in Christ. His love still overwhelms my soul. The miracle is that He seeks us out first.
God’s love also opened my eyes to search more diligently for the living reality of His presence with us, His sacred footsteps in our midst. Because those who seek will find. Those who are thirsty will be satisfied. Our deepest soul ache and emptiness is assuaged and filled by being in relationship with God.
“Ask, and you will be given what you ask for. Seek, and you will find. Knock, and the door will be opened. For everyone who asks, receives. Anyone who seeks, finds. If only you will knock, the door will open.” – Matthew 7:7-8 (TLB)
Can it really be that we can see the glory of God?
Is it truly revealed to fallen, sinful us?
What is the glory we can encounter if we believe?
Is it nothing less than the faith in Christ we receive?
Or is there so much more to explore, to experience,
while we live and move and have our ordinary being?
Scripture speaks about God’s glory as his goodness and love,
as seen in his character and revealed in Jesus on earth.
It’s the essence of his all-encompassing presence.
It’s the heartbeat of heaven and a gift that is given.
It’s light immortal, unapproachable, hid from our eyes.
It’s a revelation of holy wonder, unalloyed delight.
It’s waiting to be discovered by human hearts, opening
up to us like the sudden blossoming of desert flowers.
It’s an enigma, indecipherable by our finite minds, making
us search hopefully for answers for the rest of our lives.
It’s a holy response to a human being, a spiritual quest
that leaves us breathless with awe and has no ending.
It’s who God is and how he shines, sparkling in rivers
and through bright sunset rays, full of heat and energy.
It’s a call to action, stirring our souls into liveliness.
It’s a deep revelation of God’s great power and grace.
It’s beyond us to describe, try as we might, because
God keeps most of his glory hidden and out of sight.
“Jesus said to her, ‘Did I not say to you that if you believe [in Me], you will see the glory of God [the expression of His excellence]?'” – John 11:40 (AMP)
Thankfully, you don’t have to search far to find a fantastic writing community. Come join me as I add my poem to the five-minute-friday writers gathering here to offer their thoughts on the prompt “search”. Where are you seeing the heartbeat of heaven? Do share in the comments below. 🙂