Each new day holds hope and potential, promise and purpose to be revealed.
Each day is gift and blessing to unfold.
Only some days feel heavy and weighty.
Time disappears and nothing gets done.
Moments slip away like sand.
I have many days like that with M.E when symptoms are worse.
All that can be done is to ‘go with the flow’, be it turgid and slow.
The poem below was written on such a day as this.
This is a day for sheltered darkness ~
windows closed tight ‘gainst sound and sight
curtains shielding all piercing light,
weary frame resting in the bed
trying to still restless thoughts in my head,
feeling weak, exhausted and drained
in a body racked with pulsating pain
as I wonder ~ with some despair ~
if this pain will ever cease or disappear.
And I sense Holy Spirit’s soft caress
in my heart as He draws near
to impart wisdom in the way He does best.
For He can calm and still every storm
bring comfort to all who are lost or forlorn,
bring hope, joy and peace again
to heart, mind and body
made heavy with pain.
All God is asking of me today
is to sink grateful, restful
into His loving embrace
and drink deep draughts
of His sustaining grace,
trust and believe for healing
in days yet to come
while He keeps revealing
strength to endure
this particular one.
These seasons of pain, stress, strain and disease literally drive us to our knees and make us cry out to God for help and relief.
They are what shape and make us even as they seem to break us.
God knows. He hears our unspoken fears. Sees tears shed and fall and captures them all. Nothing gets past Him.
And when it feels like we cannot go on a minute longer, there is grace given to endure and perseverance to make us stronger than we were before.
Christ-like character is honed in the furnace of affliction and deep spiritual work takes place within.
We can take heart as the heat and flames lick ever closer, knowing our God is in the midst of them with us and will bring us out the other side ~ with ash and soot clinging to our frame maybe ~ but with a deeper dependence on His grace and mercy.
Day 31 of 31 days of #poetryforthesoul ~ Thank you for accompanying me on this journey, even if it has taken longer than anticipated! I hope you have enjoyed the variety offered.
And if you are new here, do feel free to check out previous posts. If you have a favourite please let me know as it may find its way into a future anthology. Thanks! I really appreciate you stopping by.